First IUI Failure
So on the 9th I had my first IUI procedure. I had very high hopes and even had everyone I know pray for me. When it came down to the end of the Two Week Wait I took several pregnancy tests. They all ended up negative. I ended being 4 days late and the hope came back. Then today I started…It was like I was thrown into the pit of failure. Everyone who was praying for me and even helped with the cost of the procedure and especially my husband..I have failed.
Yes I know there was nothing I could really do. I did my best, kept my mind in a positive thought process, thought about being pregnant and even quit alcohol and caffeine. All for not. I know we can try again this month but it was complete torture last month. Also I have a full time job until December. It is a lot harder to just take time off to get another IUI and even if I do I can’t take an entire day like before. Today I am letting myself get consumed with grief, since tomorrow I have work and have to pretend like nothing is wrong…Time to open that bottle of wine I had saved.